not possible

not possible...

星

伦敦最近终于不下雨了，难得发现自己的小花园是干的，于是就在花园里抽起烟来⋯⋯
很少抬头看星星，感觉美丽的东西距离自己好远啊⋯⋯当接近的时候也只是另外一个星系一团火焰的太阳吧？

Relaxation

The first day i felt so enjoy my time.
A few weeks ago, Taiki just wanted us to go Paint-balling with him, and i bought the tickets for a while...

At first, i was gonna arrange 16 People to do group wars, but not many people had time on this Saturday. Only 8 people were going, but it was still quite fun..

just before the night going to paint-balling. 4 of my friends came to my house and have a Friday men's drinking party over the whole night. I didn't even sleep at all.

I thought my strength gonna run out before game started. however i don't know why, when we were on the field, we just shot really well and bravely. by the last round of game. our team was always the top 1 on the score board.

we ended up really muddy clothes and boots after game. now... i don't even want to clean them up....XD



No sleep, No lunch,

WHO CARES

I am so ill these days. the unpredictable weather changing and smoking in the garden without wearing clothes made me cough sneeze and blow my nose all the time.
I tried to quit smoking for this week, however, i "just" tried. Bad things turned me back to smoke.
not only the weather changing is unpredictable, actually, every single thing is unpredicatable. they are never going to happen as you thought.

why should i face all these crap.
i just pretended that i didn't see, and didn't know. I don't want to see, and I don't want to know.

blindness and deafness is the best choice and best way for me to survive.

I do

I don't want to read the ending of a manga. because i don't want to end the story so soon.

last time.

Even in the last minutes. you still wanted to irritate me...
hahahahahaha

what a joke.

Explanation is the useless thing, if someone always goes opposite of you.

I have been waken up to the purposelessness of explanation long time ago, but every single time, i forget to stop when i think thing is better to go that way...

hahahaha

11,7

nothing special today...
Back home in the earlier morning.. three drunk ppl took two night buses home.
everyone was tired and everyone forgot his own unhappiness.
yea, lets screw up our mind and screw up the weekend.

6 men were staying together, 2 men just broke up, 1 man was chasing, 1 man was quitting and the rest couldn't see a smile on their face.

Heavy raining, messy house, dog smell, 6 men had nothing to do. the circumstance was freezing.

Bad day for everyone of us.
I can't stand anymore.

everything is like a cigarette, which is burning in front of your eyes, but you don't want to stop it.

sing a sad sad song..


remember 4 years ago, i came to England, because i just wanted to escape from my previous life. now i am going to Japan, for the same reason.


London's weather is like representing my mood... never stops raining...

why am i always escaping my own life. I seriously wish that Japan would be my final destination. I want to start a new life, a brilliant life.

sing a sad sad song...


london's weather is my mood... never stops raining...

full moon

fullmoon
report,practical,essay, problem sheet is not the business

another shock came so soon,

can i still breath..?

raining again, today is a full moon night.. the wind blew every trouble to me..

Calm down... which I really want to do.. however... I couldn't..

why?

just get wasted...

seal my heart and brain...
seal my soul...