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13:30
Kai.S.J
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I am so ill these days. the unpredictable weather changing and smoking in the garden without wearing clothes made me cough sneeze and blow my nose all the time.
I tried to quit smoking for this week, however, i "just" tried. Bad things turned me back to smoke.
not only the weather changing is unpredictable, actually, every single thing is unpredicatable. they are never going to happen as you thought.
why should i face all these crap.
i just pretended that i didn't see, and didn't know. I don't want to see, and I don't want to know.
blindness and deafness is the best choice and best way for me to survive.
I do
I don't want to read the ending of a manga. because i don't want to end the story so soon.
Your entries are so depressing ;-; it's saddening.
I hope you quit soon! Smoking is a really bad habit and you'd feel much better without it! But I do understand that a lot of people smoke to relieve stress, that was something my friend told me when I asked why he started smoking.
To me, Facing challenges is a way to improve ourselves, and it makes us a much stronger and wiser person in the end (:
Stop trying to avoid things!!! haha, It's really bad to avoid things! I used to do it before but then it all started building up which eventually came back twice as much!!
Be happy! There's this quote by Charlie Chaplin which I try to live by each day:
"A day without laughter is a day wasted" (:
So try not to waste any days okay? :D
~LK.
I just realized that i am too free,and therefore i start to think too much unnecessary stuffs.
I should go to take some part-time jobs to enrich my life.
I think that getting busy is one of the good way to forget something.:D
and thank you very much that you cheer me up again.
smoking kills! however u need it sometimes, just dont addict on it..
take care urself, life is shit somehow, but it still need to be continuted...dont ask too many 'why' maybe abit helpfull..huh